But even if you think you know someone well, even if you love that person deeply, you can’t completely look into that person’s heart.
You’ll just feel hurt.
But if you put in enough effort, you should be able to look into your own heart pretty well.
So in the end, what we should be doing is to be true to our hearts, and come to terms with it in a capable way.
If you really want to look at someone, then your only option is to look at yourself squarely and deeply.
——《Drive My Car》

今天感觉轻松一点。

第一次机场（快）迟到被叫名字。

好笑的，今天一路上都在担心「会不会出什么意外挂在 30 岁这一天」੯‧̀͡⬮\。

要进入另一个人的孤独，我意识到，是不可能的。如果我们真的可以逐渐认识另一个人类，即使是很少的程度，也只能到他愿意被了解的程度为止。
《孤独及其所创造的》保罗·奥斯特

淡淡地碎了，整个人弥漫着一股淡淡的死感。

救命，《宿命之环》这一章让我感觉自己受到了外神的污染。

很好，淘宝开始给我推“情绪稳定神器”“工位发疯摆件”了。

每天都是全新启航。阿弥陀佛。

每次听到“湿垃圾和有害垃圾请带离车站”，我都不自觉代入，我是湿垃圾还是有害垃圾。

半年送走四个acd/cd，我留下来的原因大概是看我一年能送走多少个。观察人类生物多样性罢了。