Too much happens(I uninstall Chinese language package to push myself all in English
The feelings of these day are too complex to say
It made me think everything in a different way
For example, there were too much coincidences in the past, like I worked as TA and he enrolled and we went shopping together, etc. He witnessed I argued with others, “feel embarrassed” always
When I met too many “wrong answers”, it is very surprising to try the right one. I never had a healthy relationship with ex, only periodically experienced being loved. And then all the time I persuaded myself.
We shared a lot of pains and our dark secrets with each other before we decided to continue the romantic relationship, and then we found we were understood, it was too good to be true (for both of us.)
We laugh a lot and I really feel safe and relaxed. A small example is he shared his password with me, but I didn’t remember it and i didn’t need because I can feel it.
I am not sure what will happen, but I am pretty sure we will become better